When you stare into the inbox, the inbox stares back at you.
when i was just staring into my Gmail inbox, i experienced a groundlessness as i was thinking/feeling about the fact that my local Mail.app filtering system moves all incoming email into over 180 folders + Gmail displays all these msgs in front of me. the Existenstial groundlessness comes from the feeling that i am standing on the edge, looking over @ an ever expanding depth of incoming msgs from listservs + announcemtent services + such... the other problem is that i have, for the most part, over the last 2 years, become less active on these listservs + just recently, over the last weekend, caught up w/reading recent posts to all of these lists...